Ayo!!!
Waddup!!

I've done a lot of stuff this year. Its just that there are nothing beneficial or memorable for me to sure. I've realized this mistake 2 hours ago and there is something I've gotta mend for 2011.

1st up, GOOD DEEDS!
I wanna do more good deeds next year. I've been a baad baad boy for quite some time.

2nd goes to DADDY'S little angels!
You can expect a huge change in me next year. Congratulations to my newest angel, Ama. Welcome to the family. And to all the senior angels, stay happy.

3rdly,
I know resolutions comes with a price to pay. Im talking about sacrifice. In this year, I will be as discipline as can and avoid all dramas that can be time consuming. That way, I can be ready for 2012!

4thly mua love life,
Yea I've been single for quite awhile now. Lemme make this clear, peer pressure means nothing to me.I don't care about love. In fact I don't give a shit. Its just little children's fairytale. But if a hot chick that requires a little extra attention, Ill have a little moment for that. My priorities are laid on the table. I will abide by them at all cost.

Finally my financial life,
Materialism is not an impact in my life. I don't care about all those designer labels bullshit. As long as it looks good, then its good enough. Ill spent my money more wisely next year. Call me stingy, I call it investment. If not now, when else?

FINAL WORDS
Whatever thats gonna happen in 2011, I'll apologize ahead of time. I will not again tolerate anything that will slow me down. No more time wasting. Its time for me to leap ahead. To all my friends and families, good luck on your future ahead! I wish the best for you people and you know I'll always got your back~!! The best thing about it is, I'm gonna do it with a smile!!!! =)

Labels: NEW YEAR

This chapter of my life is called homecoming.

As everyone know, since 2 weeks ago i've became homesick. I wanted to go back. Evidence can be found on many of my facebook status. There was this time where I got this opportunity and seize it. Some might say because of a girl, others might say likewise. So I thought since she is coming to Singapore, I might as well join her and get a free ride home. That was how I imagined it. Instead, she was taking a flight. So I say what the hell. I wanna go back. Plan B, take the bus home. So i went home, met my friends and family. I was thinking of bringing her around town on Saturday but time disallow that. She wants me to be with her on Friday. On that particular day, I went to do my Friday prayers and went home. I told my mom i'll be going out with a friend cum classmate cum bandmate. She said ok. So i arrived at her hotel around 4pm in the afternoon thanks to Yazid and his new bike. I showed her around town, the attractive places and cool chilling spots. As soon as I went back, i chilled with my pals before getting home. On Saturday was a different story. Its Family day. I went out as a Family before going out to Malaysia with my cousins. On Sunday is my rest day but i chilled at my cousins place. So that was the trip home.

Points to consider
1)My dad is getting weaker. He is alrady feebling. It saddened me.
2) I was showered with special treatments. Cousins bought my expensive dinner and cigars. Haha. Got myself a new slightly better phone.
3)Irritated by mom when she found out my friend is a girl and felt she was tricked and betrayed. hmmm..

well thats about it

Pn. Gina. She will forever be my lecturer.

Yesterday at 9pm, she boarded her Boeing and left for the land of kangaroos. Well then, its pretty sad to know that she will be gone for a long time.

For me, she is special. The way she teach, she adds FUN to the dull learning atmosphere which attracts me. Her assignments are all FUN to do. It is very interesting to be in her class. So back at the airport, i didn't shed the tear since i was too busy entertaining Faiq and friends. Haha. But deep down in my heart, its flooding with tears.

So to this lovely lady, good luck and all the best for your future. Maybe someday i might touchdown in Australia and u can show me around huh..

Well, till then.

2009 was full of evil. and im glad the year ended. It carries a lot more sad memories than happy ones. Quarrels that put friendship to the test was too much to handle. I call that part of my life, THE GREAT MENTAL CHALLENGE. Well looking at what i've done in the first quarter of 2010, i feel there are a lot of positive changes and hell yeah im really glad. Sounds good right? haha. Not at all. There is not a year in the history of my life where there are no negative happenings. Well here goes. My intelligence was expecting this "phenomena" to arrive but it arrived sooner rather than later. Thats right. The great mental challenge of 2010. Its already beginning. All sorts of emotion are being thrown at me. It is still the same old juggling problems where finance, love, lust and tolerance are all at stakes. Only this time, im prepared. I have to put myself first to escape any form of misery. You might call it selfish but based on my personal encounters, i feel its the most appropriate method. Next, always think before action. Think of all the outcome the might happen. Third, always prepare for the worse. Fourth, go ugly. Don't listen to your heart, listen to your brain! Well, im gonna greet the waves of destruction so wish me luck people!!!!

Its 4:11 in the morning. The quiet, chilly and dark environment puts everyone to sleep. I'm still awake. Why? Is it because I didn't get sufficient rest lately? Am I depressed? To be honest, for the past 3 days and 2 nights, my body only receive 4 hours of rest. Who to blame? Me. Personally I know my mistakes very well but it is not a big deal.

THE WORLD TODAY!
I strongly agree to the fact that money makes the world go round today. Everything goes well if you have those tenders in your pocket while without it, your life will be a long struggle to survive!

MAN & MACHINES!
I believe that a bond between man and machines do exist!

What i am about to post in this "pathetic" blog of mine is probably one of the most saddest moment in my life; so far.

NISSAN SUNNY B11 130Y (BBU 6517) A.K.A Miss Sunny, 28 Years Old.

Those who know me have learnt that I'm driving the car stated above. The story begins during the celebration of Hari Raya 2008. I rented a car in Kuala Lumpur to travel during the festive season. I visited close relatives of mine and all. It was late in the afternoon. I got stuck in a killer traffic jam at Jalan Tun Razak, heading toward Jalan Kuching. To my left was Hospital Kuala Lumpur (HKL) while a blood donation building was on my right. My phone rang. It was Uncle Hamid, my father's cousin. He was inviting me over to his house. I wanted to but i have to return the car. I explained to him about my difficulties. He let out a sigh and offered me his ride, Miss Sunny. I was gasping in shock learning that i'm about to "own" a private transport. I called my parents and they were so worried and ashamed by the situation. It was understandable as I know my parents have always doubt my maturity and responsibility. We soon reached an agreement. They allowed me to accept Uncle Hamid's offer. Unfortunately, i'm not getting the car instantly. Uncle was busy celebrating and working at the same time. He told me to come over his place the following week.

I checked the car. It was simply OLD SCHOOL! I drove off heading to my rented apartment. The car was totally untamed. I couldn't grab hold of steering well as it was constantly shaking.

Posting a bibliography of the car can take a long time so let me just list out the events that took place.

1) New Year's Eve, I drove up to Genting Highlands, giving me cutting edge driving experience.

2)I drove North, heading towards Perak for a short and budget holiday.

3) I travel all around Selangor, learning the roads, visiting towns and sightseeing.

4) I took my family out for a tour in K.L

...and lots more...

The good parts were listed out above.
As an aged vehicle, there were lots of holes and rust. I wasn't a good car owner until this personal incident happened. My coeds and friends from Klang organized a trip to Hulu Yam for a nice swim by the waterfall. The fifth gear of the car was already broken but still use-able. I was driving along federal highway. The thought of testing the car's top speed crossed my mind. I was already on the fith gear, at roughly 80km/h. I dropped straight to the third gear to achieve good RPM. The speedometer reading was ascending. It was 100km/h. I switched to the fourth gear. I managed to get to 130km/h. Now finally the fifth gear. I pushed the car harder. It was 150km/h. The car started shaking uncontrollably. I almost reached the 170km/h line when suddenly a loud snap was heard. The car loss speed. I then come to realize that the 5th gear was totally broke and transformed to a free gear. It then came to my head, realizing that it is an old car and being an ungentle driver can kill it. Everything about Miss Sunny have fragility spelled all over it. From then on, I took care of the car in an extra-ordinary manner. Unlucky for me, my friends were unaware of this fact. It cost me dearly. Slamming the door caused 3 out of 4 windows not use-able anymore. Also, the driver's seat breaks itself apart from the car's floor making it uncomfortable. Their insensitivity for the "aged" cuts a hole in my pocket.

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Well the car has served me well. Miss Sunny gave me uncountable experiences. I truly love her. Then something started to happen. She makes loud rusty noise every time I shift the gears. For a couple of weeks it happened. On Tuesday 23rd June 2009, it got worse. I was stopping the car at the traffic light. I wanted to get back to the first gear but the gear stick jammed. I got scared. I tried releasing the clutch and the car was on reversed..... *crying* I'm sorry, the sentimental value of the car is unexplainable. The car was immediately sent to the workshop. For a week I've waited for news. Last night, my phone rang. I've learn that the car needs a new set of gearbox. I've learn that the gearbox I was using was shattered. I've learn that gearbox needs gearbox oil, which I was unaware of. In conclusion, I've failed. The whole incident throws my confidence down the drain. I'm not that Mr. Oh-so-confident anymore. I've failed to take care of the car. I've simply failed myself and everyone. I don't know what to do anymore. I don't think I want to socialize that much for the time being. I cannot think straight. How should I explain to Uncle.

This is Edruss signing out.