2009 was full of evil. and im glad the year ended. It carries a lot more sad memories than happy ones. Quarrels that put friendship to the test was too much to handle. I call that part of my life, THE GREAT MENTAL CHALLENGE. Well looking at what i've done in the first quarter of 2010, i feel there are a lot of positive changes and hell yeah im really glad. Sounds good right? haha. Not at all. There is not a year in the history of my life where there are no negative happenings. Well here goes. My intelligence was expecting this "phenomena" to arrive but it arrived sooner rather than later. Thats right. The great mental challenge of 2010. Its already beginning. All sorts of emotion are being thrown at me. It is still the same old juggling problems where finance, love, lust and tolerance are all at stakes. Only this time, im prepared. I have to put myself first to escape any form of misery. You might call it selfish but based on my personal encounters, i feel its the most appropriate method. Next, always think before action. Think of all the outcome the might happen. Third, always prepare for the worse. Fourth, go ugly. Don't listen to your heart, listen to your brain! Well, im gonna greet the waves of destruction so wish me luck people!!!!